It's a constant battle - Poetry

25/03/2015 20:10

It's a constant battle. 

Persuading myself to turn at the bend and not go straight for the tree. 
Drive straight at the fork, hoping to be set free. 
I wonder what it would feel like?
I almost want it to hurt. 
Almost want to be left limp in my evening shirt. 

Drifting on auto pilot from one day to the next,
Consciously averting disaster; occasionally typing this text. 
It's a constant battle. Knowing that alcohol could be problem solving. 
At least temporarily. 
But could that same cure stop us from mentally evolving? 
Is the world even revolving?
I sit trapped in a silent coma that seems louder than ever. 
It's like time stopped. 
Like I've been lay here forever. 

It's a constant battle, not emptying these veins of their blood. 
Always saying I wouldn't, but you know I probably would. 
It's a constant battle. 

Topic: It's a constant battle - Poetry

Date: 26/03/2015

By: Lori

Subject: Post

It's always really hard to read thats omeone is in pain whethe it be physical or mental. Please know that there are lots of people that can help you work though your thought and make you feel better about yourself.x

Date: 26/03/2015

By: Sam Thurley

Subject: Help

Ryan, I had no idea you were feeling like this. Please don't struggle alone, their are so many people out there who are willing to help you. xx

Date: 26/03/2015

By: My Family Ties

Subject: myfamilytiesblog@gmail.com

It sounds like you are having a hard time at the moment, it's a really powerful poem I hope you are ok and are getting support xx

Date: 26/03/2015

By: Sarah Bailey

Subject: Comment

I hope the post and the poetry help you battle on.

Date: 26/03/2015

By: Globalmousetravels

Subject: post

This is so hard to read - I hope you are seeking support, there's so much out there and it can help you see the world differently.

Date: 25/03/2015

By: Liz Burton

Subject: comment

Poignant words. I hope you have support.

Date: 25/03/2015

By: Jen

Subject: Seeking Help

Ryan. Have you or are you getting help. If you are really feeling suicidal I urge you to talk to your GP or the samaritans 0845 790 9090

Date: 25/03/2015

By: angela hamilton

Subject: comment

Such powerful and thought provoking words

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